Is it wrong that I hate my mom?

God...I can't even begin to explain my mother. I absolutely can't stand her, and I wish she wasn't my mother! I really can't wait until I turn 18 in a few years (i'm almost 16 now) so I can FINALLY get away from her! She calls me names like stupid, and tells me how dumb I am and what a "freak" I am and how she wishes I was different. She's even physically abused me before. I can remember being a little girl (like 10 years old) and her violently shoving me up into a wall and smacking me really hard in the face. Just recently, my mom and I were arguing, and she raised a fist up to me and slammed a door against the back of my head. She and I are always fighting and I can honestly say that I hate her. She is also, never around. I'm by myself almost every single day all day long. I have no brothers and sisters and no father because I don't even know my father (she wouldn't let him meet me and have a relationship with me. She kept him from me). So basically, I raise myself. I always have...I mean, ive tought myself everything. i taught myself how to ride a bike, how to rollerblade, how to put on my makeup, do my hair, to cook, and to take care of myself when i was ill, and I learned all about things like , crime, womanly problems, and other life problems from friends, school, or the media; she never taught me anything. Today, we were having one of our regular arguements and when it got to a silent moment, I said to her "Why did you have a kid if you weren't gonna be around to raise it?" and it really pissed her off. I kinda felt guilty for saying it, but, it was the truth. So now she and me arent speaking. She also expects me to get her all this stuff for mothers day when she deserves nothing!!! She kept complaining on how she wasnt gonna get anything for mothers day, and i tried to tell her that its kind of hard for me to buy her things when I have no job (she wont let me get one) and that the only money I have is the money that Im saving up for new clothes (since she wont buy me any.) I really really really can't stand my mom and she knows it. She instantly pisses me off as soon as I see her, and Im MISERABLE when im around her. I HATE her. But i kind of feel bad for hating her...is it wrong to hate her as much as i do? :(